22 March 2014
So just two nights ago I have checked in on my crunchyroll account. I had three accounts and I decided to delete the two side accounts and let my main account live on (the account which I was sorta “well-known” for in the past). It’s been years since I’ve accessed my crunchyroll so I kind of forgotten the stuffs I have there. So I browsed thru the stuffs I have there and was sorta amazed of myself at what I’ve put up in the pages there (pats myself on the back hoho). Then I notice. I have transitioned my BL focus through the years. It’s pretty cool how I have my crunchyroll started as I have also started getting into BL, so I have my BL archives via that account :D
In my early years of BL, I was so into BL anime / OVA. I was into Okane ga Nai. I love Okane ga Nai so much that when you say yaoi, the very first thing that comes to my mind would be Okane ga Nai. Up to now I still love it, I mean Yukiya Ayase was the love of my life (but nao I’m the love of my life LOL) so it was pretty serious back then. I also remember my first BL anime was Papa to Kiss in the Dark so I keep on rewatching it for uncountable times coz it only has 2 eps, duh. There was also Loveless, Sensitive Pronograph (shush), Enzai, Angel’s Feather, Fish in the Trap, etc. I was so into those, I like them so much I can still remember them even without googling them. I was starting to read manga bcoz of BL too, tho I can’t remember my first manga :( one of my many regrets in life.
21 May 2014
I can’t believe it took this long to get back to this journal. I have not forgotten I have this lying around but I keep on telling myself I can just do it tomorrow. It is scary how far the extent of one’s procrastination can be. But here is the continuation of this journal.
From moving pictures of the small screen, I then got into reading manga. My earliest recollection of a manga read would be “No Money" (Okane ga Nai by author Shinozaki Hitoyo & artist Kousaka Tohru), and I seem to recall to have favorite mangaka such as the names of Yamane Ayano, CJ Michalski, Yamato Nase, Sadahiro Mika (whom I am not fond of nemor), Minase Masara, among others I’m sure there are but have seem to lost their names in mind.
I just have to insert this bit here. As I write this, I have another tab with the last Spartacus: WotD episode so my speech might have been influenced by said show. Fuq me, how I love the show. Before, I thought I wouldn’t like it but I think nao I have fallen with Spartacus. I was only in it for Nagron, initially.
Moving on. From the many manga that I have read, I believe to have about a thousand reads at least, I then move into more reading and found my way to fanfiction. I even wrote some fanfics back in 2009. I went crazy with the fanfics then, I did miserably at college because of it, nao that I think about it.
After fanfic, I started to get curious and watch live action movies (I have a list of my fave Asian BL movies too). I didn’t want to have my BL do with the realness of human flesh when I first got into BL, I thought I can stop at anime. But I found myself watching one, then another one, ‘til I got frustrated at one point because I can’t find anymore BL movie to watch. So I then turned to live action series, which is in scarcity by the way, and I saw “Queer as Folk”, my favoritest series.
So you can pretty much say my innocence is lost at this point, suffice to say it would be of no shock that I would then get into JGV. BOOM. Did that escalate quickly? I think not. Yes nao I find joy in watching JGV daily. I like KO, Get Film & Men’s Camp, and I am nao starting to like Justice. I love Eiji when I first saw his Incest Mania with T-san as his Papa. My favorite JGV model at this moment are KO’s Shunta (I don’t know where he is right nao, last project is dated early 2012) my bb, Get Film’s Hinata, KO’s Manato (yep his nips I lurve), and KO’s Seigo (I just love the sound of him being done). KO’s Tsukasa is also worth some honorable mention (tho there are times that I don’t like him), also Manato (Haruma’s ex), and KO’s Satoshi, Sora & Toshi. As for JGV couples, I like Atsushi & Tsubasa and Ikuto & his boyfie.
And that is the story of how I was robbed of innocence by my love. I keed. I was never innocent to begin with huehuehue